To move from the Blackness into the Whiteness (Albedo) of the Alchemical Journey, one has to pass through the Blueness.
Here we start to move out of the depths of despair, the numbness, the feelings of no-feeling, the paralysis and heaviness and the confusion seems to start to lift.
Soon, your tears will be baptising you into the Lapiz stage of your journey.
The Lapiz stage is recognised by its 'water', the release of tears. Often, as one transforms, wonderful healing tears flow seemingly for no reason at all. It is probably the deep release of the subconscious as it moves into the first glimmer of the light.
Now is not the time to rush in and throw all caution to the wind. This is an important time for purification and cleaning out, re-visiting the intended goal and taking a deep breath, taking time to integrate the glimmer of hope.
Before the Albedo will enter you, you must be thoroughly prepared. The Blue stage is a good time to follow a fast, spend more time in meditation or contemplation and to give up some luxuries. This will help you to focus on what is really important and you will be able to hear your own powerful Voice Within.